Sunday, August 23, 2009
9:47 PM
If you hide long enough behind a curtain of bluff and principle, people stop trying to find out who you are in the first place.You know, at some point of your life, you have to take stock of the people that are significant in your life. You then need to evaluate, and think through, if you have spent quality time with every individual in that VIP list. As always, I will drill my mind to register this basic fact of life: not all good wills/actions will be reciprocated. Hence, putting the cliche phrase, " treat others the way you want to be treated" to shame, debunking this myth that millions of people have embraced.I believe I'm going through the valley of shadows right now. Despite the fact that money is the root of all evil, i think that its sole existence solves all problems, how ironic. I'm 19 and my future is bleak because my mother cannot afford my University fee. To add on to the problem, I've a father( a white elephant) that is heavily dependant on my mother and a brother that doesn't bring home income. GREAT right. So to all the Christians out there, maybe in your Sunday service, you might wanna pray to your Abba Father to drop some cash into my bank? Tell Jesus that after all, I was once his son, his brother, wadever. okay?
Monday, August 17, 2009
10:24 AM
I make Friendship a complicated affair. A cauldron of emotions.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
12:43 AM
The only way to get rid of the Shadow is to turn off the lights. To stop running from the Darkness and face what you fear, head on.
12:25 AM
It does not matter how tough we are, Trauma always leaves a scar.They follow us home, change our lives.Trauma messes everything up.....But maybe that's the point. All the pain, all the fear and crap, maybe going through all that is what keep us moving forward, that's what pushes us.Maybe we all need to get a little messed up...before we can step up, my friend.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
12:29 AM
We are programmed to resist Change. More often than not, we want to keep things the same. We do not want our loved ones to change because we want want to be the Somebody in their lives that know them inside out-we want to own them, make them ours forever.But we all know good times don't last and changes are ineluctable. And then we contend, we defy, we fight.We point fingers at each other, we say " You've changed", we say nasty things about each other, we stab each other's back. And at the end of the day, we all bleed to death- hearts thrashed at and drained of tears. And only at that moment, we stopped to think, we realised the importance of self-restrain and found out that words, once spoken, cannot be eaten back. "If only.." we say.....I have a friend whom I feel is trapped. A new self, a concealed part that was undiscovered. The desire to discover more, to go beyond the boundaries and to embark on an adventure.Adventure comes with a price- objection from the people who loves you, who wants to still know you inside out.Are you ready to pay the price?
