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Darkcher .

Andrew Chan

18 and counting

Someone once told me

What a pity it is that not everyone values the memories, even if they were once shared

Currently waiting for my A'level results and to serve the country

I'm an amateur photographer and is a fan of ANTM.

I love The Coffee Nations

whispery .



past .

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
November 2009
December 2009

friends .

jazzrel
Vanessa
Ivy
Michelle
Ying Ming
Kaiying
Eka
Tun Jiang
Si en


thanks .

Designer: 01 02
Image: 03
Hosts: 04 05 06 07
Brushes: 08 07 09 10 11
Fonts: 12

Monday, March 9, 2009
9:30 PM

I still can't get over it, seriously. I think it's unfair to me because this time round, I worked extremely hard for it.

It's outrageous to say that Luck was not on my side and it's even more ludicrous ( I actually laughed) to suggest that "I didn't expect you to do so well."

I don't want my life to be shaped by the opinions of others. I don't wanna be Hot Water in a Cup and to have someone put a sachet of Tea Leaves into me and i become Green Tea ( pardon the inapt metaphor)

surrounded by good grades, is worst than allowing a rat sleep on my bed, like totally true.

I can feel and see that my future is bleak and for once, I believe that not all clouds have sliver linings.

Jacob has sought some solitude and managed to find some enlightenment. I'm still brooding over it.
I'm like a capsule, absorbing all the negativity I can find and hopefully I'll explode in Tekong
.


2:59 PM

I hate people who feels that the ability to memorise and regurgitate is something " i also can"( apologise for the lack of vocabulary)


for the very last time. It's a skill. Not every1 can do it.



loser.


2:28 PM

Try : to attempt to do or accomplish

My world is currently revolving around this word. Try.

As simple as it sounds, to try, requires an enormous volmue of faith and courage.

Trying often means that you do not know of the results and usually involves something that is impossible. Thats why people ask you, to try.

I somehow feel that Try has a negative connotation.


4 days to enlistment :(


Saturday, March 7, 2009
12:22 AM

I go to bed tonight thinking that all that happened today, was just a dream

when I open my eyes again, maybe things might change


once again, I do not have the power of choice.


and once again. I have to be despised.




And at the end of the day, I still do not know what went wrong?



I thought you said, "good things happen to those who wait?"



and sorry. I'm so jealous of your results because mine totally sucked.


Thursday, March 5, 2009
5:11 PM

I think my previous entry was kinda misleading.
Jacob is my classmate. Jacob Hoo Tun Jiang. He shares affiliation with the Werewolf in Twilight.

One more day. 22 hours to be exact.








Once in a lifetime.


Life changing experience


:(


Wednesday, March 4, 2009
10:08 PM

I met a new friend. Jacob, cute name, but not so sure about the person.
Anyway, here's sth he wrote on his blog.

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"星期五就能知道成绩了,心里有些期待,又有些害怕。

总觉得拿了成绩,就会和同学们疏远。

知道了成绩后,大家都会有自己的目标,自己的理想。

进兵的进兵,做工的做工,见面的时间一定会便少"

sigh.

2 days left.

My heart is pounding madly

Its really very scary.


Tuesday, March 3, 2009
6:45 PM

woots. I played Wahjong on Viwawa the whole day.

Today was a good day to run, the air is crisp and there is a slight breeze after the thunderstorm.


I somehow feel I may not do as well as I think I would.

No A?


Monday, March 2, 2009
2:51 PM

6th March
2.30pm
Pioneer Junior College




My fate ;(


12:25 AM

I've realise that all the pictures uploaded to Blogspot is blurred. As in, there is an obvious drop in quality as compared to the ones viewed in my cam. Any1 knows the problem?


Sunday, March 1, 2009
11:32 PM

I'm extremely tired. For the past days, I've been going out and returning only like late at night.


Friday
We had a 3E'05 gathering. I was taken aback by the turn out, which include long lost ( exaggerating) friends like Yew Wah, Chun Sern, Joel, Hish Ing, Amos, Ting Wei, Ceyu,Jia Hao.
Had a game of HOMOJALAY and not surprising that they were not at all enticed by the game's description. but well, they were so wrong because I'm sure many had great fun.

No pictures taken! Guess everyone was trying to catch up with each other and no1 cam-whored.

Saturday
Had a mini un-official farewell party for Dickson, who will be leaving for China and will be away for half a year. We kinda incurred nature's wrath and thus, our swimming plan was cancelled. This steamboat was very interesting because we brought the barang barang from Dickson's house to Mayfair. And our Barang Barang include things like pots, wok, sponge, detergent, knife...


Sunday
Met up with my cousins for dinner @ NUSS. According to my cousin, Germaine, NUSS=NUS, in plural form :D Food was fair but the seats are pretty uncomfortable. Went to Ben & Jerry's for dessert and had a mini discussion on teaching methods. I detest powerpoint :D


In 5 days time, I'll get back my results :) + :( = :/= that's how I feel.