Sunday, June 21, 2009
10:55 AM
I woke up this morning,disheartened,grieved, perturbed. It's not a dream..it's for real..I'm posted to 3 SIR.great.It's a totally new environment,and being expected to behave like a trained soldier, I must be able to adapt to communal living without any sweat. But all of us must understand the composition of 3 SIR, after all, it targets at the standard batch, you know..people without much education. That concerns me because how can a Lion live with a Cat? ( okay I'm obviously the lion because I'm superior). you know? different social class? Okay, I shall not rant anymore....I believe it's retribution. for all the bad deeds I've done that I'm being posted to this unit. urgh!I'm in distress. and the bereavement is climbing. almost over flowing. soon.I now feel inferior to my friends- who are either in OCS or SISPEC. They're commanders and I'm a man. They're drawing higher pay. They're lives ( this 2 years) will be filled with so much fun( im assuming this because they're mixing with people of their callable). I'll feel out casted when I meet them. seriously. and I know I'll be bitter. very very bitter.But...what can I do? appeal? HAHAHA * hysterically*
When my life gives me lemon, I make lemonade. ( Alternatively, you can sell the lemon, put those lemon into your sugar cane juice or squeeze some on your fish and chips)
