Friday, April 17, 2009
5:16 PM
i realised. I've gained weight. i dunno why. Tomorrow is my Pre-Admission Reception at NTU and I'm kinda excited and of course it is accompanied by a certain level of fear. Maybe its because I feel I'm not updated with the current affairs and I'm not armed with figures and facts! What if they pop me a question on...say..the political situation in Indonesia and Thailand??!! or...the latest policies on research on Stem Cells in USA??!! Anyhow, I'm a frog in the well and there is nothing much I can do now ( other than read today's papers) so I'll brave the storm and charge forward!Was blog hopping and read many of my classmates' post on their interviews! unfortunately, I've not received any letter from any of the Universities. Sigh. really bad feeling. Remembered my previous entry was on personal achievements and it's importance, reading it again is like rubbing salt to an open wound- the sizzling pain, my heart aches. I'm just not good enough and I wonder if I'm really meant for such mediocre life? Success? I'm dubious.
