Monday, March 9, 2009
9:30 PM
I still can't get over it, seriously. I think it's unfair to me because this time round, I worked extremely hard for it.
It's outrageous to say that Luck was not on my side and it's even more ludicrous ( I actually laughed) to suggest that "I didn't expect you to do so well."
I don't want my life to be shaped by the opinions of others. I don't wanna be Hot Water in a Cup and to have someone put a sachet of Tea Leaves into me and i become Green Tea ( pardon the inapt metaphor)
surrounded by good grades, is worst than allowing a rat sleep on my bed, like totally true.
I can feel and see that my future is bleak and for once, I believe that not all clouds have sliver linings.
Jacob has sought some solitude and managed to find some enlightenment. I'm still brooding over it.
I'm like a capsule, absorbing all the negativity I can find and hopefully I'll explode in Tekong.
