Monday, January 12, 2009
10:53 PM
urgh. Heart filled with disdain and jealousy.I want to whine and whine and whine and whine and whine. I dislike the coming CNY for obvious reasons. I cannot buy NEW clothes, NEW shoes...and i feel so POOR. All i got was a new bed sheet? like why would i need that? My mum still says, New year mah..need new things. as if she will give me $ to buy new clothes.I'm all sore. and I'm so gonna be a wet blanket.I'm going to be childish and let emotions run my life so I'm NOT GOING TO bai nian. Even if i am, I'll WEAR BLACK AND I"LL WEAR MY OLD CLOTHES.anyway. all I'm interested in is the MONEY. As I've said, I'm not really an "auspicious" person and I don't really like to meet people and smile? Lest they give me money!I need MONEY! I've so many material needs to be met!
