Tuesday, November 13, 2007
at chalet with council
1:01 AM
While everyone was busy playing poker cards and PS2, Andy and I were busying discussing about ice breakers and station games for Orientation! Well, my brother made a good investment and bought some device that enables us to go online, anytime,anywhere! heh! Of course, after much desperate effort to go through the games, we gave up and I ended up playing Neopets, my recent found love! hee!Its really very hard for me to imagine myself going to chalet with council, i mean, I used to be very negative about council and stay aloof during meetings and all, but today, see what happens! I'm like slacking, lazying,rolling,screaming,laughing around with them..geez.Going to chalet has always been a stigma. I cannot really put this feeling into literal words, but the very word, 'chalet' will incur very bad memories,real bad. I was telling some of them about my 10'o clock syndrome, a 'mental' disease that will trigger a particular nerve in my brain which in turn will send a signal to my mouth, to shut it up. My heart will automatically be filled with thousand and one kinds of emotions,making me very emo.very very emo. heh. But luckily, this disease has been...sort of cured? hmmmm.....I'm not sure about that, but the very fact that I'm still chirpy aftr 10'o clock sure meant some improvement, or the very least, a hope for this "mental' illness.I'm not sure if chalet is currently the IN thing or not, but practically all the other units surrounding us were teenagers, sec 2, sec 3 or even those pathetic sec 4 that have just completed their O'level. The world is morphing, i remembered mentioning in one of my previous posts. Look at the teens we have these days...terrible..as i was walking from the entrance of Downtown East to our chalet, of the 10 teens i saw, at least 7 were smoking? cmon? you're talking about sec 2? sec 3? girls? smoking? gosh! what has the world become? Are their parents aware of their absurd behaviour? has the school done enough? is the Singaporean society that we have? are they the future for Singapore? if yes, it will be best if i can die early, i definitely do not wish to live the last years of my life, living of their taxes? wait a min, will they even live till my old age? with all the smoke they're inhaling into their body? toxic smoke that penetrates every living cell in the body. oh my!Just look at the teens! ah lians and ah bengs. I overheard some of their conversation and they really freak me out. Smoking, pre-marital sex, dropping out of school seems to be the norm, or rather the IN-thing. Those girls with skimpy shorts, small sling bags, messy hair, low cut tee shirts, body piercing everywhere, cigarette boxes sticking out of their shorts. And to add on to the shame, they like to talk at the top of their voice, totally indifferent to their surroundings, putting on that "hack-care" attitude? and just look at the people that they attract.ah bengs. These boys are worst. skinny jeans, cardigan, piercing, long,messy hair, playing music from their phones ( usually lousy models XD). totally chui. totally shit. I look down on these people! I feel that they will never make it in life.never! the very thought and look at them, just reinforce my belief- Singapore's future is bleak,very bleak.As such, I've planned to send my children to top schools, even from primary school. This is because, the above people that I've mentioned, majority of them come from poor neighbourhood school. when you're in a neighbourhood school, the people that you're mixing with are also of that calibre. SO,never will i send my children to neighbourhood school. never.never.My only hope for these people that they will one day, change for the better ( with doubt). if not, please, just leave the society, or die earlier, dun be a burden to the society. Don't intoxicate those around us that are good- those that are nothing like the people that were mentioned.
