Sunday, October 21, 2007
I've never been so happy
11:00 PM
snap,snap,snap!the day at sentosa was well spent,and of course it gave the group of us a good tan...and a really bad sun burnt =( I've never liked Sentosa,especially the "twin-tower", many unhappy memories haunt me whenever I'm there,and of course,some things i choose to forget,but some, are etched into my heart and are closely knitted into my skin.
Group photo!
I
was very reluctant to enter the dirty waters of sentosa,very very reluctant. The thought of having to use public toilet to change and bathe just turn me off,greatly. But in the end, i still ended up in water.haha The sun was like blazing above us lah,sending firey arrows at us *ouch*
Only our dear Tun Jiang is the only one that was basking under the sun, totally ignoring the heat. No choice lah, he said he is sick of being a Chinese =(It was really fun lying on the sand (though it is very dirty) with my classmates, chatting..cracking jokes..simply just lazing around. 
Tun Jiang is trying to act emo.
Si En, Stine and I preparing to picnic like a bangala!
8th Student Council =D
Wad's with my face? duh!
p.s: I will upload more photos this week!
Sometimes, behind that smiling face hide an array of problems and emotions. That night, I was standing alone in the waters at the rooftop of VivoCity, just seeking solitude from the entire day of laughter and joy.
I'm in boat, in the middle of a pending storm, i rowed and i rowed, hoping,grasping the last inch of hope to reach the shore,to safety. I was looking for directions, and i saw a light house,directing me to the right way,the correct direction. But i thought to myself, I'm thankful for that lighthouse,if it wasn't for it, chances of me reaching the shore could have been zero. But i wanted more, I wanted more ores to help me propel the boat, i wanted company,i wanted friends. I searched and searched, calling in vain, crying for attention. They turn a deaf ear. They really did
As i began to felt my hands shudder under the extreme pressure and lactic acid building in my muscles, i slipped and the ore fell into the dark waters. I lost myself.My chances of survival was destroyed in that instance. Who was suupose to be blamed? Me? them? Who?
And at that moment, i saw another ship, accelerating towards me, shouting praises, thanking the lighthouse. They looked at me and said " Hey, you should not have slipped and gave up,the more pressure you felt,he more you should look towards the lighthouse for support and hope. But nevertheless, we are glad we have found you,come lets go, join us in the other boat. "
In the end, i didnt follow them, i knew i couldnt. I just too different,too different.
That night, at the rooftop of Vivocity, some one asked me," why you so emo?" I smiled, but somehow i heared something break,and i think that sound came from within. Something in me broke.
